I am official on tilt. I am so lit that I will not play anymore this evening, most likely tomorrow evening also. I lost 5 buy-ins, maybe from some bad play, but surely not all bad play. I lost a set to a rivered flush, QQ v. KK, TPTK twice to a set, a fucking rivered set, and on and on. I really, and I mean really do not know how players move up. I play at the 10 and 25NL tables, and I swear no one will fold a damn hand. I price everyone out of draws and the fucking hit them. So I ask myself, how do you move up when the money doesn't mean jack to the other guys.
I make enough money to play and at about the 1/2 level. This would require me to save a little to make the standard 30 buy-in limit, but it could be done in 8 weeks with any effect on the family or me. But I don't because I want to win my way up. I take on step forward with a 2 buy-in day, and then 3 backwards from tonight. I really don't know how it is done. I am actually starting to think I have bad poker luck. I really don't believe in luck, but I am starting to wonder. I hate this! POKER!
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